There seemed to be a flame in the heart that refuses to die out -- the burning feeling of anger, tormenting the soul night and day, each day and each week, eating up the self from within. No amount of sleep, eat, work can put it down.

I should really try to manage that anger and bring it down to a level so that it would not destroy me.

To all members of the community who feel offended by my anger-induced irrationality of behaviour, please accept my apology.